June's Official

Although it had already past twelve... however I still want to blog that I am very disappointed with myself for taking serious things so lightly and nonsensical stuffs so seriously... Wtf is wrong with me sometimes... Sleeping.. do I really love sleeping so much??

Today, or rather yesterday was grandpa's death anniversary, grandma informed me ample times to be there early.. Nevertheless, I went to friend's house to stay over (not sleeping) but watching of shows till 7am. Cabbed home, bathed and off to bed. Set alarm at 9am, needless to say I can't wake up...

I remembered grandma called me around 9am asking where am I, th rest of what she said I do not know.. I am like a drunkard or in a coma.

Woke up in th noon feeling so bad, shitty and guilty, dare not call grandma. You know... she's almost my everything and can be.

Finally found th courage to call her at 9pm (after her fav weekend show, hoping her mood was good) and explained. Although I know she will never be angry with me, but I can feel disappointment from her voice. She told me when she called, I was "orh... orh... orh.." and I did not even hang th phone call after th conversation. Oh gosh I really love sleeping too much, causing me into deep shit!

So well... promised to buy her breakfast tomorrow (I mean later, which is just 3 hrs from now). Should I go to bed?? Arghhhh I hate this .

What I want to say and th purpose for this post was, no matter what, my grandpa will be forever etched in my heart, never once left. If you can und this, you will know where you stand. Love you :')