He never fails to give me morning kiss to start our day, he prepares breakfast for me when I'm showering, he asks me how's my work or day any now and then, he make sure he's always giving me his attention, he questions me if I appear to be "online" in whatsapp and not texting or replying him, he hugs me to be able to feel him and safe, he calls me every night before bed if I'm not staying over, he thinks for me before him. He plays my favorite bedtime song if I can't fall asleep in th middle of th night, he understands my low blood during period and will get me something sweet. He is always trying to know me better. Love you bi, can't ask for anything more because you're so worthed it. I want to grow old with you:)
We're back to work! I've recovered from sickness and baby is done with his specialist course. So, I've french toast for breakfast, it tasted so yumz in my tumz ^-^v and it's very filling because of th thick thick bread.
Love my charming bibi. Brought th girls and kids to movie (minion) th day before. 
Thank you for willing to spend your day with th kids, 爱你
I hope I can duplicate myself. There are too many things I'm hoping to do yet was being tied down from work. Gonna get my sleep right now and update again when I have th energy to do so. Haven't been waking up without putting an alarm for a long time, not tomorrow too. Night night.
It's hard to answer the question "What's wrong?" when nothing's right .....
Time to work-out and slim down all over again ..... Me vs Food .__. 

Working on a sat isn't as tough anymore, I seem to be coping it better now. Went to another part of Singapore to find baby after that and we went Jem for dinner and llaollao. I can see many little hearts in baby's eyes when he noticed me because we haven't been seeing each other for 3 days? LOL OKAY I'm just exaggerating about th hearts. Thank you my silly & sticky 虫 for thinking, waking up early and preparing chicken wrap for my fam for Father's Day. Love you legibly. 

Sunday's tim sum breakfast with my family, together with bibi and th 5 lil kids.
Bibi told me "what's done cannot be undone" when we were talking that day. 

Felt that this quote is very appropriate now, relating to my current feelings for you. I miss you someday, somewhere. Although I do not like to think of you which will made me very upset, but I'm always thinking of you here, in th another world. Never like telling others about you including my closer ones, because it will only ended up me crying and yet, feeling helpless. Always remembered those memories vividly and smiled. No one ever know how proud I am to be yours. Always believed that you left for a reason, leaving me alone here fighting in this world and I'm still trying my best to, staying very very strong :') 
I miss my baby who is now sleeping in camp as he's attending his sergeant course. I can't wait to hug him. Night night lovie. 

好久没有看到阿嬷,发现到她瘦了。我也发现到我渐渐地和她疏远了。。。虽然心理总是有她,但是我真的想像从前一样地陪她。Because of work, it's stopping me. I asked grandma to go to th weighing machine immd when I reached her place because I realized she lost weight and I felt sad .... Indeed she did and she told me , 阿嬷老了嘛。 Thank you for th rice dumpling, I can see from your eyes that you're exhausted, always trying to do th best for th family. Love you my noble grandma, I want to keep you forever with me.
Had dinner yesterday with baby after work at Nex. He's really my energizer, was so sleepy at work due to medication intake which caused drowsiness, he heals it all when I see him ._.
Itacho sushi on last Sunday with th usual. Th food was yumzzzzz, together with great accompany ~ 
Working on a sat isn't so blue after all waking up together with baby and breakie (breakfast)- baby's egg cheese sandwich (he looked cocky about today's cooked egg idk why :p) Happy working to us, happy weekend. 
Didn't want to feel regretful but I really miss th long hairstyle .__. I.SHALL.GROW.IT.AND.CUT.IT.ALL.OVER.AGAIN. 
Don't waste your time looking back at what you've lost. Move on, life is not meant to be travelled backwards. 
Was feeling ill th past two days, can never explain how I always got headache randomly, th only reason is because of low blood. Am feeling better after taking med and had plenty of rest. Bi came over for a stay over after watching Jurassic World with mum and sis last night. Sorry to say that my bed is too small for my Mr. Hulk. 

Reached workplace slightly earlier today, time to start clearing th heavy workload .____.
(#breaktimepost) Was thinking how I reacted this morning when baby drives me to work, because I was late so I showed him a black face at that moment in th car. I usually react without thinking and when I'm in th office, I felt bad. Sorry baby, I should know you > work. Thank you for driving me to work and prepare breakie breakie for me. You know how much I love you, 
Dinner with baby and his family th day before at Nex. It's a happy relaxing off day ._.
Missing these two girls already. When life gets busyyyyy~
Currently serving my probation period: 3 months of working on sat, which means I have to work 6 days in a week. Have to adapt to this busy and workaholic changes. #adulthood #greattobealive #nomorewhining 
Baby came to fetch me from work as he's working today too. Went to find grandma and ray for dinner, thank you ray for being there this evening. I just need someone to be there with me while we walked around neighbourhood to search for foooood and his pizza pocky ._. 
Always had impromptu meet up near-by with qian in th night time, glad we're staying near now. As always, we had sushi. Just a lil bit this time just like tai tai having high tea.
It has been months since I last jogged, can't describe that awesome homely feeling I got an hr ago. #usedtobe #imback #HOPEFULLY

Th moment when your motivator becomes your boyfriend and all th rules and no's can't be remembered LOL 
I just want to get up next to you, happy second. 
French toast with cheese prepared by my #chefbf. Breakfast is always ready after I'm done showering in th morning ^-^y 爱你北比 ._.
Had french toast and ice milk tea at Hong Kong Cafe with baby's mum and baby last week after having dinner at sushi express. Yummmmmz
Baby came to fetch me from work th day before, and we went to have dinner at Nex before heading home. Love moments like this~
Didn't managed to update about my first day of work last night in my lil space here. Everything is well, just that th workload is heavy. I told myself that if it's an easy job, it won't be challenging. 

Currently in th long bus ride again, and baby prepared egg ham with cheese sandwich for me which tasted very yumz together with (current-fav-snack) Dewberry. Thank you baby for making th effort, there's no words to express how much ily. 

In th bus munching bread that baby prepared, on my way to work. It's my first day and this is a long bus rideeeee. Gonna be okay, it's a new month, it's my month xoxo