June's Official

Almost losing th fight with m monster, it's bad every month :(

Hehehehe Beauford just called me! I'm really happy to hear his voice. So glad he's doing fine so far, almost like a little obedient boy who sleep early and wake up early. He sounded so cute when he was telling me how tired was he and all. Love my bi!! Goodnight!!

Dear Beauford,


Hi hi bi. Hope you're feeling okay at this moment. Think it this way, every guy must serve ns, it's only earlier or later so it's no big deal. Maybe it will be tough in th beginning/ first few days but I trust that you can overcome it. Endure and behave yourself, everything will be fine. I'm so worry for you, hope everything goes well. Think positively, for your future. Sleep early, drink more water, tc of your health. I am not good at expressing myself, really bad at it :{ Just remember, it's just a part of life and since you chose this path, MAKE THE BEST OF IT!
Love you

I'm always trying to help others when they needed me most. I listened to them with my heart. Sometimes their situation is exactly same like what I am going through, they feel hurt and so do I. They cry, I und. They speak their hearts. I do not know how long can I hold on b'cos no one wants to feel this way, feeling so insecure and pretending everything's fine, seriously.



I want to love and know myself better. I do not want to have a day when I need to express myself to someone when I am feeling down. I always trust that I can handle my emotions mentally and physically. So as to those who are always wondering and angry over why am I always keeping things to myself and not sharing, I hope you guys understand me a little more through this post.

I am learning to know what's life..