June's Official

Drug has taken place, feeling drowsy alr~

Craving for honey stars cereal now!!

Thanks but I will never hang out with guys I know on th net, I do not want to waste my time and energy in doing so. I love th way I am now, a little bit here.... and there.

Consulted a doc this noon. If I do not recover, time to go for blood test soon.. get well soon me. I really cannot afford to miss more lessons..

I do hope that people will still recognize me when I'm out.. This is because I have decided to clip up my fringe for school, for friends dining and everything.. Th reason why I chose to do this after so many years was b'cos I do not want my hair to block me here and there, can be really frustrating.. I went to trim my eyebrows too, I want to look sharper and younger!:) It was so painful trimming this time but a pretty one ^-^

Today is th first lesson of Information Technology and I missed it b'cos I was so unwell this morning till now.. It's evening alr and I am still sick.. I'm really worried and shag that I missed today's lesson:( Anw thanks Ivan for wanting to buy me porridge after knowing I'm sick. And I can't join th guys out tonight~ okie shall stop thinking and rest:(

A long day in sch today and I'm so tired. I have prepared myself a timetable for revisions every single day. I hope I can follow and not left any module untouch. Almost every mon and wed is a long day in sch so I just want to read up when I'm home..

This thurs is a self study session. I am thinking should I attend as most of my classmates will not be there.. I get to know that cute guy name today, in alphabetical form BT. Hmm as in not B.... okie nvm stop. He is just my motivation to sch that's all ya.

Alright today is tuesday, off to marketing! (Although it passes 12, but it's only wednesday when I wake up from my beauty sleep!:)

I will likely to blog less, b'cos I really need sleep more than anything. Serious

Part of me still..... so I will never start or think about it..

Upcoming IT fair at Mbs! Working as cashier next weekend~ Busy & tired. Really need to sleep now~

4 diploma modules to be completed by May!! This is too stressful. Long school hours almost everyday and just by thinking, I felt dead. *faint* when I saw my timetable. I saw my new classmates today and some are those I met in my previous modules!:) Usually I will get out of th lecture room to gasp some fresh air during break, however I stayed in class today charging my phone! Left 5% and I am desperate. I guess people saw my actions and from tmr onwards, they are likely to bring their chargers over too hahaha.
First time I am saying this, but there's a cute boy in my class! He's real quiet but have th charm! #just #saying:) Can he be my motivation to sch? Hahaha! I know what am I doing- to attend sch to score well. Talking about this, I had an assignment just on th first day alr:(

I have been neglecting my friends so much- not referring to clique. I hope to find time and catch them all up!:) After I saw my new timetable today, I really need to think twice. I'm gonna be real busy and that I won't even have time to watch tv, swim, facial, medicure, do hair and all.. How sad~ I want to study and stay in th accompany of books everyday..

So Ivan texted me this morning, it has been a while since we last met. I hope I can have th energy to meet him on wed after sch and his ns. I hope I don't go home and nap hehehe. He told me "Humans are nvr perfect that's why there's always regrets!" Simple logic yet very true.

In additional, Chewming and co are meeting Farithul on upcoming friday, I really hope I can find time to meet them at Compass Point. I miss them ^-^

And th campus superstar 2013 will be in my sch this sat! "think success, think mdis" HAHAHA. I have been hearing this slogan on tv too much and it is stuck in my mind now omg~ One of my pri sch friend is setting up business booth in my sch on sat too but I am not going to be in sch on th precious sat, need to attend Xiaoqian's babyboy shower and relax~

"On your way to sch alr? Must guai guai and study ah" mum said.

Argh so many dates today but I am on my way to school now. I am looking forward to my new module and not classmates. Been waiting for this day to arrive so badly so I will pay full attention in class! ^-^ update at night~

Uploading those #chalet pictures from my phone after sleep and sch. Just one for now, good niteeee and brb!!:)

Don't ask me why he parked his car in this manner. Nevertheless thank you alan for driving me to and fro, waited but never complain under th hot sun! I know you're tired but you never breathe a word. Thanks ya! ^-^

I know it's getting late but I want to share my conversation with a malay taxi driver just now. He asked me about my course and all and encouraged me to do well. Somehow I found a goal on what to do for my future.. I always talked to taxi drivers- I'm okie with communicating with strangers and they just like to ask about my life, sch, person. I wondered why.. I guess I have th I-am-friendly-you-can-talk-to-me face HAHAHA

Bb told me that one of her cousin said that I am sweet when he/she saw me at th chalet ytd. I am happy~ Nice to hear this before I start and mug for sch tomorrow onwards! (My cute chubby face tgth with my sisters, eehon & geraldine! Hehehehe no mistakes.

Happy 21st to my dearest bb! Just came back from chalet, having sleepless nights and I am reacting slow and so shag right now~ Here's a photo before I go to bed and will upload more pictures in th next post! Sleep sleep sleep..

Currently doing temporary styling for lynette's birthday party later while alan is waiting for me in th car hehehe. Felt like a princess~ Awww

I'm really anticipating to sch start. I want to be focus on something and lead a new.life. All I can say now is that it isn't easy for me..

Stationarys and notebook all ready! ^-^ After checking in th chalet tmr, I'm going to sch to collect my new timetable!

Goodniteeee everyone!

This is not cheap at all but it's super amazing. Same company as Dr. Young hehehe this is Dr. G. Luv this face product!! How can a girl be rich?? Lots of #wants..

I'm finally home after doing something meaningful I guess?? Hehehe going to bed soon and off to chalet tmr lo!

I can't stand betrayal. Everyone knows that except you..

Too much heartfelt words to say.. Mentally too tired to express.. All I want to do now is to sleep and stop thinking. If it's meant to be, it will be. My weaknesses is that I'm too soft-hearted and I'm really afraid.. No one can und my fear. Gd night

Expressing my thoughts on another day. Definitely not right now~

At last I'm home! It was a tough day at town. I am fighting with myself th whole day. So was at th void deck talking on phone earlier, there's this guy coming to me and asked if it's okie to make friend. I am alr in my lowest mood so I said no straight away. Even th person on th phone whom I am talking to, laughed so loud!! He said that guy was just so unlucky today hahaha. I was a bit frightened so here I am, in my room now hehehe. Okie I know things will get better, pls let me stay strong..

I just want to be a simple girl and lead a normal life. Yes that's all I wanted all along. I can't take too much.

It's going to rain rain rain~

Facial this week!!:> and shld I change hairstyle again before sch starts?? Hehehe #long #straight #brown #hair? ^-^

Hong kong trip this sept. Will I graduated by then??

Feel like keeping 2 goldfishes in my room. They're so adorable!! I guess I will feel happy by watching them swim. But I do not know how th oxygen tank works.. Can anyone teach me please?? Will buy them a tank and small table too if I have th chance to keep them ^-^

Tonight tonight ^-^ going to bed with fm on, hoping that mum will not come in and off it... Countdown to sch in another 6 days!!

Cuddling on th sofa b'cos my tummy hurts this time due to menses. I'm so going to stay in one position and listen to fm while it gets better~ Sigh. #girl #cold #shag

@ alan's on fri. Okie I am really going to bed. I am afraid I can't wake up on time tmr!! Night night

I was entering blogger wanting to start blogging, and th page views tonight was amazingly incredible!! It's like within 5 mins, I had 35 views?? and it continued... Who is visiting me so often??:) I know that my meinu is having exam tmr and yet still, asked me why didn't I blog. Haha he's one of my readers! And I have lovelies texting me "everything's gonna be fine" after reading my previous posts. I am really feeling better as in th slogan I always said- I'm fine is really fine this time hehehe. Shall go to bed, bringing my grandma to th movies tmr ^-^

My companions on a sat night , I have my fav QOO treated by alan too. And here's a place where I can calm my mind- we got a pregnant mother prawn. Sounds sad but then... >< Well, forget it forget th prawnnnn. So when I was lying on bed slacking around before I went out, weichong called me and told me he's alr downstairs at my hs and asked if I want to be out.. It's like I have no time to prepare myself.. but not bad not bad, found a long sleeves top that mum had just bought for me and out I go!! Perfect outfit b'cos it was cold. Really appreciated them as to keep my mind away for awhile.. I know they doted on me hehehe felt so loved. Okie enough

You know that feeling?
When you're just waiting.
Waiting to get home, into your room,
close th door, fall into bed,
and just let everything out you kept in all day.
Nothing is wrong,
but nothing is right either.
And you're tired.
Tired of everything, tired of nothing.
And you just want someone to
be there and tell you it's okay.
But no one's going to be there.
And you know you have to be strong
for yourself, b'cos no one can fix you,
but you're just tired of this.
Tired of having to be th one to fix yourself and
everyone else.
Tired of being strong.
And for once, you just want it to be easy.
To be simple. To be helped. To be saved.
But you know you won't be.
But you're still hoping,
and you're still wishing,
and you're still staying strong and fighting,
with tears in your eyes.
You're fighting.

I can't sleep now b'cos I'm so hungry!!:( How to go to sleep by ignoring th hunger??

you're th only one ,

Go chill lo~ #saturday #night

That's how I'm feeling~

In weichong's car heading home.. I know I will just bathe and sleep immd when I reached home so here's a picture of us earlier. Before I go to bed , nights everybody. #june's #instagram ^-^

I'm in deep shit now. Just after I am done with mask-ing and are currently lying on bed and now there's ghost tv prog!! I wanted to change channel asap but th remote controller is so damn far away and I dare not get out of bed.. Every sound heard now will frighten me very much. I am very very scare!!! OMGGGG!!!! Should not have put th remote control on th table :'(

Raining non-stop... even my feets are starting to feel cold. I hope it will not rain tmrw, it will be really inconvenient lehhh. #pls #sunny #day #tmrw! :)

On my way to movie. Planning to stay home ended up also in cab now~ I'm going for movies so often these few days. This is unlike me. I shall stop and borrow more movies to watch at home instead... 我想我怕寂寞

I am not heading to bed being happy tonight. I shld maybe read some books till I fall asleep...

Singapore flyer today. I am going to rest at home tmrw and regain energy to go out on thurs and th following days~