Was so busy blogging until I just saw something sweet from bibi in my bag. Was surprised to see th little "A" when I close th card which was dangling out. Lots of meaning in there, Mr. A. You surprised me love.
I guess I'm really fortunate, because most of my wishes from friends was "good to see you getting happier each day". I do not want to ask for more, because all I wanted is here. (Families+bibi's+cli9uem+friends)

Bibi was singing last night, and by hugging and lying next to him make me feel so loved, followed by mum's birthday text "happy birthday my big baobei" when she's at work in th middle of th night. Of cos I cherish all my friends too, because friends of mine are really warmth in th heart ones. Received morning texts and calls from my family members, knowing that I'm being cherished and want to do more for them because time wait for no man.

It's my birthday, so bibi was extremely being sweet and nice (not on usual days) We went to cp to have our ramen dinner th day before, waited for me after my shower to help me dry my hair before bed, gave me 22 kisses when th clock striked past 12, woke up earlier than usual to prepare th breakfast I always have in th morning and made me tuna porridge for lunch at work. Such a sweet lil boy today, ONLY TODAY :p

Lots to say, but I'm reaching workplace soon ..... I'm blessed. 

Jthy
Bibi's mum is so sweet, she whatsapp me this picture and told me to come back home to drink bird nest as she will be outdoor. I can smile a thousand times whenever I see th text. Feeling love, xoxoxoxox
Sleeping in my own room tonight, without bibi but my sis beside me watching some baby bats youtube videos which I find it very very disgusting. Found myself missing this little girl when I'm away from home which is why I allowed her to sleep in with me tonight ~ good night sleep tight
Came home to this from bibi after working 13 hours in th office last night ^-^y I was surprised that bi will get me because I was merely saying about McDonalds having SG50 kitty th day before. Loveeeee you ah bi 

Bibi never like Chinatown, however we were there th day before with his mum to eat yummy bread, dessert and shop for necessities. Back to Seletar Mall for bkt and a lil of Mc'Donalds for supper :p 

Not to mention that I've to go back for half day work tomorrow, here's to tgif! Happy weekends!

Had a short announcement after work, this saddened all of my colleagues. I'm new to th team, so I have no idea what changes we will face in th future with a new manager next week. I felt their downcast, but I just know that sometimes th things we can't change end up changing us.

Have th habit of having breakfast after I met bibi, we started out with fitness pal for nutrition values, to count my all meals calories. Now, he prepared breakfast for me everyday ^-^v #everyoneknowihavefrenchtoast LOL 
Love looking at you this way, feeling so glad & safe with you my dear.
It's Monday and we're back to work ~ Time flies when we're having fun.
Bibi's mum brought us to J.pot for dinner last night @ Tampines 1. Th soup base and food was yumz. So happy that I can't be bothered with drinking fizzy drinks together with my meal too .__. 
Spent my ph yesterday @ bi's home. We fixed some legos from Shirley's.
And went to purchase groceries with bi's mum as he's preparing dinner, creamy chicken spaghetti for us ._.
Always ended up falling asleep first when we promised to catch a show together before bed .... Love lazy days:)
It's a relaxing friday, stay home ph.
Night swim with bibi last night after we are both done with work. My body are aching this morning and I don't feel like waking up for work. Asked bibi to help me to fix my bones as they're all scattered hehe. 2 more days to ..... long weekends.

I.CAN'T.WAITTTT
Last Sunday @ Aidan's 7th birthday ^-^y
Had dinner with bibi's mum after th party, another relaxing Sunday:) 
It's Monday again. Bibi prepared breakfast for me, told him no more french toast and so, he said "be careful while eating" because of th running egg. 4 days to go to th long weekend and 54 days to hong kong ~ 

Regretted going for a hair cut, now I just have to clip it up. It's bed time and I'm too sleepy to wait for bibi to be back home. Past 12 and he's not back. Cinderella j needs to sleep now LOL. Good nighty world ~
Had dinner with Huiming after our work last Thursday at Compass Point Sakae Sushi. Thank you girl for th advance gold birthday present. Work hard & we'll go for overseas trip together (soon?)
Had dinner with qian th day before @ kovan after our work. Nice chatting up, happy to know that she's leading her life happily now ^-^y 
& thanks to bibi for fetching me from work, if not I'll be drenched and then ..... late. So much love for you my dear.
Damn fucked up.
Agreed with bibi that his french toast is better than toby's estate .__. Yumz otw to workie~ 
Breakfast th day before with th clique at Toby's Estate. We went to warehouse to get bibi's and neng's protein powder after our meal.
Dinner with bibi's mum at bedok north. 
To end th day with having night snack- wuxiang together with Xing and Neng at amk. 

Such a relaxing Sunday, when I'm with you:) 

And all I could say is that it's a miracle that both my dogs are back. They spent 2 nights staying at other's homie. 

From here, I've learnt not to take things for granted, even th slightest thing like this. You never know when someone will disappear and not in my case, never be back. My mum is happy and I'm so glad to hear her so cheered up. 

P/S: didn't share this with my friends, nevertheless still want to thank you Bibi for th understanding and encouragement that I'll find them and accompany me to th building to search for them, Xing for coming to accompany me for th search once I told him about th situation on th first day. And Qian for stooding by me, giving me lots of suggestions what I should do when I'm in a lost. #cherishing
Been searching for you little ones th whole morning, I couldn't managed to find you all, as I have th strong feeling that you all are kept safe in someone's else house individually. As th search became even aimlessly, I started to get positive and got that everything's-gonna-be-alright mindset with Canxing's accompany. 

Th thought that you all are gone and I couldn't able to see and cuddle you made me cried and heart ache. Typing this in bus with tears flowing down is th last thing I want to do in th public. 

Mum's so sad. Yet, all we could do was to console each other that (maybe) they're gone for good. You all might be missing home and us. You all are so little that you have no idea how's th world outside. I thought of putting up a notice to alert neighbours about my loss, but in th end I did not and went out for a walk.

I love you all ever since we're staying under th same roof. I won't forget you. I really hope th new owners will give you more love and care which I didn't.

I . Gave. Up. 
失去了才懂的珍惜。