June's Official

I have always wonder where do "spirits" head to after they have ended their life in th world ? I can't seem to bear to leave people I care and knew FOREVER THEY'RE GONE. I clearly know that this is a parcel of life but I just can't .... accept whatever th logical thing is . 我还是过不了这关。Have they ever think that they will be in th coffin one day with those love ones crying badly? Do they still have feelings? I admit I'm very sad, and I can cry so badly right now ....