June's Official

My heart is dead at home. I gave up in finding happiness here. Never ending of pain I am going through. Before I typed here, I was crying so badly thinking what should I do. I feel like moving out for a month but what's th purpose if I were to come back in th end.. Or should I stay till late everyday, just returning home at night?? I am so confused.... No mood to do anything now , you just fucking ruin me .