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So much to blog but I do not know where to start. Japan trip? Just A Cube business? Bangkok trip with homies? Baobei’s wedding or my 2018 birthday celebration at Level Up? Hmmm what do you guys want to read?

My yearly affair, and my backbone is breaking!!! Send some help.

Reminder for myself: It’s all about quality of life and finding a happy balance between work and friends and family. Success will then come from the result of perfection, hard work, learning from failure, loyalty and persistence.

Hi, am currently drafting my posts on the friends bkk trip and my 25th birthday happenings. Counting my blessing every day, stay tune for the updates!

I had a family involvement of something memorable yet unfamiliar. My family and I witnessed the whole process of digging up the dead. In my case, was my great-grandfather.

Every year during QingMing festival, I looked forward to go praying in the wee hours as I find peace and serenity, especially how my grandma gave sincere offerings with the preparation of home-cooked favourite food, clothes and money etc ..... Now I have no kin in the cemetery because great-grandfather has just “moved his house”.

I skipped the ritual in the morning to “touch the ground 动土” and only went for the “digging of gold 拾金” in the night time. Sorry if anyone of you don’t understand the jargons I converted them from mandarin, initially I am clueless about it too.

My family and I reached CCK chinese cemetery last night at 9, it was pitch-dark in there. I’m unable to see the signboard if there’s no headlights. We went to the grave and the tomb was excavated that we could see the coffin. It’s an old design that both sides are curved up. There was also a big shelter above the grave to ensure there’s no sunlight entering throughout.

We were asked to turn around while the workers unscrewed half of the coffin. Unscrewing took about 5 mins and I’m playing with my torch and Godpa got scolded by Grandma for shining light at other’s grave LOL! They told us that great-grandfather’s grave was filled with water, kind of expected because older design of coffin can trap water when it rains but water will never be able to escape. The smell isn’t very pungent surprisingly.

One of the worker started pouring out the excess water and slowly picking up the bones from the water in the coffin. We were just less than a metre away from the coffin and I was not terrified. Firstly, he picked the leg bones and both white socks were still intact. Next was 2 knee caps, 2 hips, few rib cages, jaw and the whole skull. He picked up the skull last and that was when I’m shaken, I feel a shiver down my spine. There was also 3 pens found, a black belt, a silver watch and his clothes. Is my great-grandfather a scholar why are there so many pens inside I’m just wondering. Another few workers was washing the skeleton bones with white wine before they put all of the bones into a big bag.

Now that we have placed great-grandfather into his “new home”, grandma was relieved. And if she is, we are too. Grandma is the most wonderful and thoughtful daughter-in-law, she gained so much respect from us. She’s so dear to me.

All I can do was to represent you, dad. You’re the eldest grandson to him and I will always do everything for you to do you proud.

My generation and newer ones will never be able to have such exposure and I’m glad to be here with my family. 太公 will always be remembered, you started a part of me. Rest In Peace.

I’m looking for serenity, does changing a religion helps? My soul are filled with anxiety, anger and resentment these recent years. I don’t see myself having such problems or sorrow compared to the past. I do not want my constant state of stress to lead to some clinical depression. Anger is an emotion toward someone who you feel has deliberately done you wrong.

At this moment, I wish someone could help ......

What are dreams? Is it achievable? What do you do to keep your dreams alive?

Feeling pretty bored now to take the red line to Yew Tee to meet my buyers 😒 I guess I’m the only seller that is so accommodating and would travel anywhere as long as it’s Singapore 🇸🇬 I should really learn to say N O 😪

#throwbackphoto from Hong Kong Family Trip 🤤

My body clock is so screwed, slept at 5am in the morning daily ...... I should probably kick this bad habit away to feel like 22 ha 😆

Doing business for me is more of marketing, dealing, selling, merchandising etc .... and at the end of the day you gained profit from the line of work you’re doing. Ultimately it’s the profession and hobby that keeps me going.

Today, I received a few new orders. Having a bad headache at the point of time, I popped in a panadol, struggled through the pain, picked up my stocks, arranged and prepared accordingly. Before I can go to shower and head to bed, I need to make sure the purchase requests are all done. Time checked was 4am.

After a long day of deliveries and MMA at Singapore Indoor Stadium, it’s time for bed in the most comfy clothing ever!

Business isn’t as easy as I thought. It does not only involves lots of hard work, effort and time. However sometimes, negotiations and bargaining just have to make the transaction incomplete or delayed. Well ...... still I believe that for everything that you do, put your heart into it and you’ll definitely see results!

Thanks to bi’s boss, Gideon for the MMA tickets! We enjoyed watching the fight that proved sportsmanship! It’s my first experience and my heart indeed got braver. After all I sensed that it’s an unstoppable dreams for some, proud of all the challengers today!

Our Japan trip this year was confirmed! Flying with Singapore Airlines in the premium economy class this time! I can foresee for a brand new experience and anticipating trip with bi. I am very much looking forward to. Thankful for this man for everything, love. I don’t deserve so much 💗

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