June Tan's

So... All th best.

2012-01-31T01:13:00.001+08:00

Happiness will come finding for you when th time is right.

One love

2012-01-24T01:56:00.001+08:00

I can't bear to blame you at all, it's all b'cos I understand you more than anyone else.

Thanks Aviva!

2012-01-20T21:37:00.001+08:00

Aviva's CEO giving out red packets today to celebrate cny and out of 500 plus people (different departments) I drew th biggest hongbao worth $888!!! There was only one out of all! # happy june :))

2012-01-17T22:26:00.001+08:00

6 more days to Chinese Lunar New Year! Can't wait~ xoxo This year at 18, I am going to be traditional for once :/

2012-01-16T23:56:00.001+08:00

I can't trust people whose feelings change with time. Instead, I admire & love people whose feelings remain th same, even when time changes ♥

And maybe that's you.

#Superbusy

2012-01-12T01:27:00.001+08:00

Firstly, I am going to finish my sch related stuffs by this week though I still can't make up my mind of which sch to go to.

Secondly, my Cny photoshoot this weekend! I'm really excited however too busy to go shopping and get everything done. (I have not get my Cny clothes yet :( ) #Superbusy.

Thirdly, back to work on Monday. I miss workplace, I myself can't believe it. That's th only place I feel like I'm on task, doing something right. I MISS SCHOOLING, NO MATTER WHAT I WILL CONCENTRATE 100% IN SCH REGARDLESS OF WHICH SCH I AM GOING TO. I DON'T CARE IF I STOP SHOPPING & BE A NERD. (Never happen :/ heheh)

Lastly, those cute little penguins flashed through my mind. Hmm... do you remember??

Rest in peace

2012-01-12T01:18:00.001+08:00

It's last day of funeral today. I know everyone will cry like nobody's business later. Sometimes, it's really heart-wrenching to see that someone which play a part in your life leaves you. Leave as in forever...

Fact

2012-01-11T00:54:00.001+08:00

Everyone came into this world with nothing, however we have got no choice but to end it by lying down in a coffin leaving this world with something called MEMORIES.

It's like a dream while you're alive.

Study

2012-01-10T01:34:00.001+08:00

POLY/ SIM?

I only have interest in Ngee Ann poly humanity courses. I need to appeal for these courses b'cos th cop is really high.. Seems like I'm going to try JPSAE. Tmr is going to be a busy day so tiring but I want to study. No matter what, I am studying this year!

Took 1 week leave from work to settle school related stuffs and also to attend funeral everyday till Thursday. I AM REAL TIRED!!!

2012-01-07T17:18:00.001+08:00

Continuous 2 days of dreaming th same person. Woke up suddenly at 6am thinking of th dream. Cry myself to bed. I can't believe I'm this drama but seriously, I don't want to.. Who can und me??

2012-01-06T23:03:00.001+08:00

After so long, last night, I dreamt of you. You were so close, seems like you're back however th fact that you're so far away and in great distance. Th first thing that came across my mind when I woke up for work was you. Can anyone tell me what's wrong with me seriously?? How sad :(

GG.COM

2012-01-06T01:26:00.001+08:00

I realized it is not easy for me to fall for someone, so if it's so hard, why am I letting go so easily??

2012

2012-01-06T01:10:00.001+08:00

This year, I am going to build a new character & will try not to keep my self-pride so high as before.

2012-01-03T01:19:00.001+08:00

Sometimes you just look at someone and realize that they are one of th best things that ever happened in your life.

This girl sucks!

2012-01-01T22:12:00.001+08:00

Dear xxx,

You do not need to reflect on anything, just stay away from me b'cos I do not want to interfere about you no more. I do not need you in my life. Thanks for your actions you did last night, it was outraged and yes, I've seen your true self. Thanks for making me understand that not everyone is worth my time.. Worst, you don't seems like you're at fault.

-A disappointed girl

Miracles do happen...?

2011-12-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hiiii~ I know this picture do not look like me, but it's me heheh.

Okay here to update about my life. Might not be really interesting but it's enough to take up 10 mins of your time reading this post. I seem to be so happy but inside, I'M NOT! Let me tell you why.

Besides working, I met up with my friends too. I am not a super workaholic! ^-^ I do not have to work on upcoming Monday AGAIN due to ph! (y)

In primary school days, we used to be 'th 4 sisters'. And now, we were all shocked that one of them was pregnant and is giving birth in a few days time. She even had her wedding and everything done. THIS WAS DAMN SHOCKING, okay for me. This is b'cos she looked like th 'guai guai' student among us. Nevertheless, I still wish this sister of ours th best of luck, we still cherish you like before.

Heavy workload today, do not have time to rest at all. Planning to do OT and earn more but grandma called me near 4pm telling me that her bro is in hospital, in danger. I hanged th phone and cried, my colleague saw and I cant really be bothered anymore. For such things, I can be super emotional. So packed my stuffs and leave everything till Tuesday. Reached TTSH, was informed that his brain was lacking of oxygen thus resulting him in a coma now. He is in ICU and I really sincerely hope that he will gets up to at least see his family members and enjoy th new year. My family went in th room, it was cold with many machines. Every sound heard by th machine mades my heartbeat stop for a moment. Maybe I was thinking too much and as mentioned earlier, I am very emotional when such things happened. So here I hope and wish that he will gets up please. I will love to see you safe and sound. For th first time I believe miracles do happen so make me believe...

Bless and shower him with love, thanks god.

Hi hi! ♥

2011-12-25T02:20:00.001+08:00

It's been a while since I am back here blogging. Really tired from work & are trying to keep myself really occupied. But (Y) since it's an office job, I do not have to work on upcoming Monday heheh! (Y)

Ytd after helping out @ mum's temple, headed down to town to meet clique in one of those pub. (although it's already very late) Some got drunk and was talking nonsense. Worst still, they bring up th past and started to talk about things related to me which makes me really shy and do-not-know-how-to-reply-kind sigh. This somebody also did silly actions that freaked me out. But everyone was happy so am I. :D

It's been some time since mum gave me $ for shopping. And yup, I took th $ and headed down to Orchard. Surprisingly, I didn't spent it on food, on clothes but COSMETICS. So after shopping, went down to mum's temple feeling tired. Best part- mum's friends said I look prettier. Not one but many so I feel slightly recharged. You guys know th feeling of happiness, feel like smiling but must act "no la no la" kind of feeling? Hahah okay I am a bit tired so will start to talk rubbish now. Bear with me before I finish this post :/

I am feeling a bit sleepy now.. So shall put everything in short and off to bed soon I hope..

TO ADD ON, I AM SO DAMN LOOKING FORWARD TO MY UPCOMING PAJAMAS CUM NEW YEAR PHOTOSHOOTS! I AM REALLY HAVING TH CNY MOOD! ^~^

Hehehe shall update again with pictures someday. I'm gonna keep my blog alive with many readers as usual. xoxo

Lastly, merry merry christmas! :)

2011-12-15T21:36:00.001+08:00

Please never walk into someone's life, make them care and leave.

Gg

2011-12-14T00:48:00.001+08:00

After hearing what he had said, it is even harder for me to forget you now.. B'cos I do not believe what you've told me, you have not went into deep thoughts and I believe there's love.

2011-12-07T22:11:00.001+08:00

Sorry to say but I really hate that bitch in my company. I really wish I can ignore her to show her that she is nothing at all in my eye. She is really one that no matter how pitiful she might be, I WOULDN'T GIVE A FUCKING DAMN. Forever so proud, so noisy, so bitchy. SIGH

So sorry..

2011-12-03T20:54:00.001+08:00

"I don't have time for a boyfriend now, I am really busy". This is what I told guys who approached me to be their girlfriend. This may not be th main reason, I just don't want to be their burden because I need to remove that someone from my heart before I will take in someone new again. So, so sorry.. I know they are good & nice guys and have got my blog url, it's okay if you guys sees this, at least you all know not to waste your time on me. So I shall not even reply any texts, I am not being unfriendly but just to be truthful to myself. I don't care if you guys say I am devoted or stupid, I just don't want to lie to myself especially when it comes to relationship. So stop wasting time on me and find somebody else. One of my friend said, "The reason is simple, you just can't get over him". Yup maybe, so if it's that hard, th more time I need.. For now, I just want to have a happy simple meaningful life t h a n k y o u :)

2011-12-02T23:00:00.001+08:00

我差不多要死了！

Lonely times double more loneliness

2011-12-01T20:50:00.002+08:00

Can't stop coughing, took leave from work today :( I bought herbal tea yesterday and I started to think of you again. I know I shouldn't, but there are just so many places & things reminded me of you. I'm not sad, just hoping that one day, I can tell my heart to stay away from you.

I am not finding a replacement. I am not finding a replacement. I want to tell myself that I don't want to hurt anyone by finding a replacement b'cos that isn't love... Love is when you take away th feelings, th passion, th romance and still, you find yourself caring for that person.

1 more day of work before 2 days of off days begins! Good night ^-^

Set my broken heart free from missing you.

2011-11-25T01:33:00.001+08:00

You, to be happy.

2011-11-23T01:17:00.001+08:00

I agree that he's a good boyfriend. It's just that we are not meant to be. I still can't accept th fact that I actually let him go, th one that I thought I always wanted no matter what. After many years, only till now then I realized things can't be force.. No one will understand how much I want him to be happy...

60 days of work starts!

2011-11-19T00:51:00.001+08:00

So I started work ytd, working in an office with adults and some teenagers. Teenagers are mostly temporary staffs & I'm th youngest! ^-^ Lots of work to do, need to do filing, key in data entry, mailing, calling clients etc.. Never ending job however best part is that you can leave th job till tomorrow there is no due date so we can take our own sweet time. PHONE IS ALLOWED DURING WORKING HOURS! Just put your phone on th table just like office girl, I mean lady haha. Attire needs to be slightly formal or a dress except for Friday which can be casual. I like it when we are in th office, we can wear slippers and walk around to do photocopy, scanning. When stepping out of tower, back to heels :(

Lunch time, this guy in his twenties also a temp staff asked me if my boyfriend wear specs? Haha his idea was to know if I'm attached LOL! Due to meeting, th temporary staffs can be dismiss an hr earlier meaning at 5pm. This includes me! This happens only once in a month. I still have lots of work to do on Monday. I still have to do notes b'cos th computer system was really confusing and stressing. :( Bought a dress for work going to be damn lady when reporting for work! Finally, my body clock is no longer screw, I feel tired when it is only just 10pm (Y)

I took a picture of my desk, it's in fb mobile uploads, you may view it if you are so interested in my daily life. Especially those stalkers! :D Hehe time for bed ♥

I do not know how to love

2011-11-17T04:34:00.002+08:00

Keeping one thing away from my mind currently. Here to share that I've found an admin job, working under Aviva Ltd (Policy services) at 4 Shenton Way, SGX Centre 2. Just one simple reason why I wanted an admin job. Mainly because of th working days. I will only be working on weekdays 9-6 and I want to keep my weekends free just for someone. But I find that I am just so dumb, so naive. Whatever it is, I signed th contract from 18th November 2011-17th January 2012. It will be so hard for me bcos I cant wake up early! :( Sometimes, it is just that moral courage I need from you to keep me going..

I've think through, and still I cant make a decision, I still cant bear to let you go. Since you cant be bother, I've really nothing to say. I am feeling sad because I thought I can understand you more as time goes by, however I was wrong. You're hard to understand.. Can I stop thinking of you? Can I stop finding excuses to think that you still love me? If loving you is so difficult, I dont want to be in love and want to be loved.. Compared to others, maybe I am considered very fortunate and I should appreciate and stop asking for more. Am I th only one suffering or us? Do you still care or you dont give it a damn? I have so many questions to ask you but at this point of time, I am tired. I am not going to give myself anymore excuses, going to face th reality, you. Friends asked me about you, I know nothing and feeling really bad, lost....

Today, Chewming asked me, "So that fb status that Weicong wrote THE GIRL THAT WE CHASED IN THE PAST YEARS was referring to you?" I answered, I FEEL TH LOVE, HEN XIN FU! Haha obviously I was happy but not towards that kind of feelings.

Photos of pub/chalet will be up tomorrow in fb before I am going to be real busy x.

If it's meant to be, it will be.

(Those reading my blog, I am not being emo just a lil emotional and OUT OF CONTROL! Hehehe I am joking, I am fine so no need to ask me what happen whenever you all happen to see me. Love ya!

☹

2011-11-12T00:15:00.001+08:00

WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU? WHAT HAPPEN TO ME? WHAT HAPPEN TO US?? FAN SI WO LEEEEEE

Everything, t♥ me

2011-11-11T03:14:00.004+08:00

EXAM'S OVER! WITH CONFIDENCE THIS TIME, I'M GOING TO ENJOY MY HOLIDAYS BIG TIME!! xoxo

I will be really busy starting from 20th this month (most probably) as I will be working admin with office hours. Mon-Fri, 9-6pm. I am really wondering if it's suitable for me b'cos I am not an early person (yup many should already know) :D So there are still 10 days of carefree life for me, those who wanted me to join them for activities, let's do it all next week! ^-^ Alright I can go to bed now with no formulas/ concepts stored in my brains. I'm a happygirl93 however something is really bothering me... I've so much to tell you

Last lap.

2011-11-08T04:20:00.001+08:00

It's late. I am listening to songs using ear-piece while studying now. Phone will be totally flat in another 4%. I think it's time to call it a day and off to bed. I have got so much to say!! Shall do it here in blogger when my inspiration comes~ x

^-^

2011-11-07T00:24:00.002+08:00

*_o

2011-11-07T00:03:00.002+08:00

(Downloaded blogger app, I can upload photos next time using phone! Just that photos are a bit haywire & large) With or without exams, I'm used to sleep late at 6am or later. Shall set my body clock to normal mode soon. So I was using phone till 6.15am, there are guys which I do not know who th hell are they in fb asking me, "club till so late?" these kind of questions. HAHAHA so now all teenagers must be so typical? Omg

☹

2011-11-06T22:42:00.006+08:00

It has been a while since I went to grandparent's place ever since I started preparing for my exams. So, I woke up nearly 4pm today and bought dinner for grandma. When I reached, th atmosphere weren't right, it was tense maybe I was too sensitive? BUT I WAS RIGHT. After my late lunch, I was packing th dining table and my aunt was washing th dishes. I heard crying voices from her and I thought she was sick so I continued to pack. Th voice continued a while, now then I realized she was crying. I dk what to do. (She works in Civil Defence Force with really high position & she was always brave, to me) So, I walked to her, mind totally blank and I goes on, "do you need my help?" She shook her head and off to th room. I wondered why she cried infront of me is it bcos she needs me to be there for her? She needs my hug? However, I know myself best, I am really bad at consoling people, I could feel but no expression, actions. (Maybe my grown up is so independent alone with no siblings and thus, I think I have a 'no matter what, you going to went through alone yourself' attitude. This isn't bad as I might be optimistic when things gets hard. In th end I've found out that she was facing stress as she needs to tc of her 2 sons, in addition, her husband went overseas and her husband's parents weren't thoughtful and helping out. I was upset to see my aunt cried. Maybe she might be strong, but no matter how strong a person might seems to be, there are times when we break down and cry. We might just give up one day

Hoping everyone can live happily no matter how bad th situation might be. Life is too short to live with regrets?

Godpa knows I love green tea and while he was shopping for groceries, he bought me green tea milk tea. HAHA I don't really like those milky liquid, but everything also must try. Hehe thanks! ☺

Bu$y holiday

2011-11-04T23:03:00.004+08:00

Humanities paper (ss) today was alright. ♥ I DO NOT HAVE TO STUDY TILL DAWN ANYMORE! (Fyi I did not sleep last night till this morning and off to prepare myself for exam at 6.45am. Since I have already finished my Mathematics & Humans paper, I am now left with only MT paper (Y). & before I can clear my last paper on th 10th, I've found myself a admin job. Going to keep myself really occupy these upcoming few months..

Dear November,

2011-11-02T23:32:00.001+08:00

All I want is a day without disappointment.

Momentum ♥beat

2011-11-02T04:32:00.000+08:00

Geography exam later at 8am, I am still revising without feeling sleepy hehe. At th same time, I saw many celebrities couples getting married with romantic wedding now on tv. Shall spend a few more minutes there and back to revision xoxo. Sweet!~

So I am planning to sleep at 5, wake up at 6:40??!

2011-10-26T16:43:00.000+08:00

Slept at 6am, slept at 5am. So tiring! >-<

xoxo

2011-10-25T04:37:00.000+08:00

Mathematics exam in just another 2 days. It's morning 4.21am right now. It's going to rain. I am sleepy. I want to go to bed so badly. However, I want to force myself to revise bcos I know I can't wake up early to study. I can only focus fully in th night to midnight to morning before 6am. I want to see how much determination I have at this point of time. I dont want to stress myself. I want learning to be enjoyable. I am missing beauford now while revising :( I WANT COMPLAIN!!!

Ps: Missing doesnt affect my concentration, yes girls can multi-task.

complain queen. x

2011-10-23T14:48:00.002+08:00

Ytd was complicated, everything's not going in th way I've planned. So screwy! I reached home at near 5am this morning, having mixed feelings. Maybe I should not go in th first place.. Since everything was over and my killer paper is in just another 4 respective days, I think I should know what to do already.

I'm missing somebody. You

2011-10-22T03:12:00.000+08:00

＂每个人只有一颗心，也只能爱一个人。＂☺

Dear Math,

2011-10-18T02:18:00.002+08:00

I am sick and tired of finding your "x".
Just accept th fact that she is gone.
MOVE ON.

Bi ♥♥♥

2011-10-12T03:46:00.001+08:00

Happy 18th to Beauford! ☺

Limited time

2011-10-11T01:10:00.002+08:00

October- a busy month.

First time I felt stressful when exams are near. First time forcing myself to read on humanities and chose not to go to bed. First time I felt mathematics was so much easier than social studies (maybe bcos I can't focus on reading & understanding them today) First time I would really want to spend more time on revision than shopping. First time I did not watch tv before going to bed (I will usually lie on my bed & watched tv till I'm tired)

I'm not myself today, perhaps it will continue th whole of Oct and a lil of Nov. Good night

I ♥ me!

2011-10-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

Worldwide, cervical cancer is th third most common type of cancer in women. I'm not trying to scare ladies out there reading this post, but I felt that only by ensuring that all negative health problems will not happen to us, first we must be responsible for ourselves and take actions. So ladies, start now!

I've got my last (3rd) vaccination today. These vaccination isn't cheap, I spent $299 for 3 jabs. Everything to be pre-paid before given schedule. From here, I gained new experiences and are slightly braver when it comes to injection. Although my left arm is aching now, but everything's worthwhile.

If you're interested, you can check out www.healthwaymedical.com for complete list and operating hours of clinics. Save up and start prevention today!

☺♥☻☺♥☻

2011-10-08T02:47:00.001+08:00

True ♥ wins in th game of ♥.

ily

2011-10-05T00:15:00.001+08:00

I'M MISSING BEAUFORD TAN ♥☻

2011-10-05T00:03:00.002+08:00

Hell x this is really freaking me! I wanted to put th doggie plush toy next to my sis when she's finally asleep, suddenly she opened her eyes wide and STARE at me and immd, shutted her eyes and to sleep. No communications at all. WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME WHEN NOBODY'S HOME EXCLUDING US AT THIS FREAKING LATE HOUR!!!?

➔ Read this!

2011-10-04T01:47:00.000+08:00

Something that strongly make sense- saw this quote over @ Ms Sophia Tan Chay Lee's fb wall. Fyi she's my form teacher during lower secondary. Although this was what she posted last month, I didn't stalk her just having th urge to read some sentimental stuff when I'm lost in studies and I am sure that her wall has it ☺ So allow me to share this here with you guys. ^-^. And if you are someone that likes to worry over something that you have seriously no control over and soon will start to complain, nag and make a fuss over it, no harm reading this and und. It really make sense to me.

"There is no use worrying about things over which you have no control, and if you have control, you can do something about them instead of worrying".

-Stanley C. Allyn

Logical? Hehe x.

2011-09-30T23:59:00.001+08:00

My face is feeling so fresh and clean now. I just came back from facial, feeling great! Th beauty therapist applied some cream on my face and directed hot air resulting it to sweat badly with just only few minutes. This allows th pores to open and so, with better cleaning. I got my eyebrows shaved too. Everything looked so neat and pretty now heheee.

Came back home and do jelly. Promised to do it for that someone who promised to finish it all. ^-^

Today isn't fine. Sigh a bad day with a bad mood and a bad me. Good night

2011-09-29T17:43:00.000+08:00

Almost losing th fight with m monster. :(

It's you,

2011-09-24T23:59:00.003+08:00

I can't believe when bi was just sleeping right next to me, I still dreamt of him. I always thought this will only happen when I miss him and when he was in ns. However woke up having him beside me, th happy feeling I just can't describe :)

2011-09-24T23:59:00.002+08:00

Hehehehe I finally saw beauford in his army no 4 uni ytd! My first impression of him was: so tanned, voice changed, tall, handsome and mature. I love him for being such a thoughtful child towards his family members and me (a little bit of me la huh) I like such guys :)(Heartwarming ley!) So yup, I meet him last night and stay over at his place. (Bi sorry if I was th one who delayed th time for you to meet up with your bros, I promise there is no next time.) :(

I attended a funeral @ amk just now, what I want to express is, I realized I am afraid of dying, afraid of being alone in a coffin with minimum space @ th void deck for a few days, afraid of leaving my love ones behind and dk what will happen in th future..

When september ends,

2011-09-23T02:50:00.001+08:00

September busy. So damn busy with everything but not into studies sigh.

SHAGGGG.

Recently 2 events held, (lazy to upload pictures here)

You may wish to view photos from my fb, recent album titled Stayover @ Lynette's and 18-19 September .

WITH LOTS OF LOVE,

I am so tired now, wanting to go to bed badly already oh. I promise myself to wake up in th early morning later to do some revisions. At least, SOME. Beauford's booking out later, like finally after 2 long weeks hehehehe. Wan an!

Within us,

2011-09-12T00:50:00.000+08:00

No matter how occupied I am, I will try to take time to update my blog bcos I know I have readers x.

I can update through phone for tht few mins before I go to bed too, just so sorry for no photos. So long never camwhore already, so busy and rather rest or study.

I appreciated beauford for calling and texting me although he was tired after a long day training. I am really curious on wht is going on when serving ns, is it th same as those ncc days? I miss him, really do. Can remember vividly when he went in for th first day, I couldnt sleep well, keep waking up in th middle of th night several times. Yup I think most ppl who knows me well cant believe this haha. I am really thinking of him like mad, so headed to bookstore to buy assignments, hopefully can stop thinking so badly and engage into revisions. Find it amazing when one actually can be so into one, just like how some people are so crazy over idols.

Ready to continue mugging, all th best to all taking exams soon.

FIGHTING! xoxo

2011-09-11T23:56:00.000+08:00

She's my pup.

Still, missing my Christopher more.

2011-09-11T23:51:00.000+08:00

I tried baking cookies a few days ago over at Grandma's. I love th baking process! :}

2011-09-09T22:00:00.000+08:00

Hehehehe beauford just called me! I'm really happy to hear his voice. So glad he's doing fine so far, almost like a little obedient boy who sleep early and wake up early. He sounded so cute when he was telling me how tired was he and all. Love my bi!!

(Bought 2 new assignment books today, ready to continue mugging!) Goodnight love!

My love,

2011-09-08T00:52:00.000+08:00

Dear beauford,

Hi hi bi. Hope you're feeling okay at this moment. Think it this way, every guy must serve ns, it's only earlier or later so it's no big deal. Maybe it will be tough in th beginning/ first few days but I trust that you can overcome it. Endure and behave yourself, everything will be fine. I'm so worry for you, hope everything goes well. Think positively, for your future. Sleep early, drink more water, tc of your health. I dk how to express wht I want to tell you in words here, really bad at it :{

Just remember, it's just a part of life and since you chose this path, MAKE TH BEST OF IT!
Love you

2011-09-07T00:14:00.004+08:00

I'm always trying to help others when they needed me most. I listened to them with my heart. Sometimes their situation is exactly same like wht I am going through, they feel hurt and so do I. They cry, I und. They speak their hearts. I do not know how long can I hold on bcos no one wants to feel this way, feeling so insecure and pretending everything's fine, seriously.

I want to love and know myself better. I do not want to have a day when I need to express myself to someone when I am feeling down. I trust tht I can handle my emotions mentally. So as to those who are always wondering and angry over why am I always keeping things to myself and not sharing, I hope you guys und me more through this post.

I am learning to know what's life..

With love,

2011-09-05T01:01:00.001+08:00

I hate counting days.

I dont have th mood to blog now like how I always do. Nothing happen to me, I just feel empty for this moment. Sometimes life is pain.

2011-09-03T23:59:00.001+08:00

I detest Saturday, or rather weekends. For sure, my grandma or who will call me in th early morning and asked me if I am going over. (Fyi I get awake very easily when there is texts/ calls coming in, unless I am really tired then it's exceptional hehe) And when I say I am still in bed, I am feeling so uncomfortable and can't get back to sleep 'peacefully anymore. Think back, I rather they care for me like how they always do. ♥

Yup sorry there will be no photos still for this post. I promise to blog with photos, my face tomorrow okay ☺ Today I went to get my fringe a new look. Well, I really looked younger like 14! HAHAHAHA photos up soon!!

2011-08-30T23:51:00.000+08:00

My mum is really weird today. Crazy will be a better word. She wants me to treat my boyfriend better. (Idk why she say this out of a sudden) She still tell me don't follow her footsteps when she was young. She was afraid I will be like her. Everything so drama except no crying scene only~ Haha I wonder why she tell me these. But I never tell her, sometimes things just happen for a reason, not everything under control.

Hehehe 2nd post of th night. Using phone to update is so convenient, but no photos! ><
Shall update again with photos hopefully. Let me stop thinking about my mum's conversation and go to revision. Nights all!

2011-08-30T19:47:00.005+08:00

I saw a lot of cans Carlsberg in th fridge, asked mum to give me 24 cans but she refused and even state conditions. She told me drinking beer is not good for health zzz. Why my mum like this?? :( She have so many! Good things are to be shared mah HAHA

My friend have this lobang of working in a pub, 10$ per hr and you just have to work 5 hrs. But working at night-midnight is so damn tiring. Should I or should I not?? Attractive pay, however seems like there are many consequences..

Next year vacation- I've already booked ticket to Taiwan. ^^

2011-08-28T00:58:00.000+08:00

After a long day, I'm finally back home. And I'm so happy. Happy bcos my mum's friend said I've got a sweet looking face. TONIGHT CONFIRM HAVE SWEET DREAMS HAHA! Anw I've th urge to change my hairstyle, to something short. Okay awaiting for this year president and off to revisions maybe. I'm so sleepy now after taking 12 tablets medicine this 12 hrs. Screw~

2011-08-24T23:26:00.002+08:00

Looks like I am still not th one tht can really understand you.

To all,

2011-08-22T16:32:00.001+08:00

Here for a short update. I went to a few places in th morning today, got some new reflections and wanting to share here. So yup life is short, so live life to th fullest. Also, not everything you want/ wish for, you must get. Sometimes it's best to give up and move on. MAYBE you'll feel happier this way. I said maybe bcos I dk if this works for everyone. If things are really precious to you, keep it well then. Be appreciative & kind. Sometimes I really dk how to weigh if life is being spent fruitfully, perhaps as long as you're happy, it's worthwhile??

(Sorry suddenly my heart wants to speak.)

2011-08-16T02:20:00.000+08:00

I actually revised Mathematics for 5hrs. However still stressed over questions tht I can't answer. But am glad tht I've somehow found th motivation to study for this sub. Okay off to bed now, tuition tmr morning, mum's nagging.. ><

I do not know why I am having bodyache, but I will still want to go gym tmr evening. Hehe x
Night! ☺

2011-08-14T02:05:00.001+08:00

Here to blog!

9 August- National Day Parade

Yup bcos of wanting to celebrate Singapore's bday together, bb and I bought red & white tee earlier.

可爱吗?? {: We had lunch at Suntec City. Missing my past workplace,

Come come and see my pretty, famous, cute face! Hehe sorry wht I meant was

I WAS ON TV TWICE ON THIS YR NDP SHOW! HAHAHA

(Too pretty until th camera-man cannot resists ley omg x.) Okay okay I'm kidding.
I am going to watch th repeat telecast later in th afternoon 3.30pm channel 8! HAHAHA

So when th show was begin to start, Lynette bb and I received incoming calls from family/friends saying tht we are on tv, 5 seconds somemore, still twice. Omg x shy ley hehehe. Got one ass told me "wah your make-up very thick hor, I wanted to charge my phone, thn happen to look up at th tv, I saw you I WAS SHOCKED" I dont want say your name here lo }: One yr one time only, ppl want pretty pretty mah. LOL!

After parade ended, we went to Millenia tower MOS burger while waiting for th crowd to disperse.

10 August- Priscilla's bday

Mum brought us out for dinner, I realized I hardly go out with mum.

12 August- Sentosa luge & cable car

Aunt came and fetched me in th morning and we went to pick Jeremias from sch and off to Sentosa.

We dont drive in, took a cable car instead. Okay I think my height fright is getting better.

It had been ages since I took a cable car, still clearly remembered I am so afraid in th past, dont dare to look down or stand -.-"

He is so adorable x.

Luge was fun! Really have th urge to get car license. However still prefer someone drives on,

This frightened me, had slight fever on tht particular night bcos of this. }:

No safety belt hence making me feeling very insecure.

TIPS: LOOK FAR.

Alright I am so tired now, it takes me 2 nights to get this post done.

(Still, more pictures in fb)

Talking bout fb, Feressa told me tht someone looked like me. She gave me her profile and I immd told her we are not alike. THIS WAS BCOS SHE IS SO PRETTY & CUTE. *This was wht I saw through her appearance, sweet looking but I'm not. So not alike lo. Sad si wo, go cry liao bye x. LOL

Must be a humble, a modest girl hehehehehe.

To: Beauford,

2011-08-12T05:03:00.001+08:00

Hi hi bi. Yup I know you're asleep now but I'm still awake. Hardly this happens?? Oh anw here to tell you I love you so much, too much, very much. Hehe (Hope you'll get to see this.) {:

Alright it's 5.11am now, still updating my blog through phone zzz. In addition, I couldnt log into fb, shall go to bed then. Promise to update soon with ndp pictures and more. Good night love! x

{:

2011-08-09T01:52:00.008+08:00

Chose to believe,

( I'll update again tonight, oh I luv my blog {: )

2011-08-07T23:59:00.002+08:00

At last, Agnes B phone casing. I bought red tht represents Hong Kong. Other than red, there are yellow (China), light green (Singapore) & baby blue (Taiwan).

Today I'm a FOX member HEHE. I only like their printed tees.

Spending way too much this week arghhhh. I bought phone casing, wallet, bag, shoes, shirts etc.

Really must lock myself at home already.

Today's a tiring day. Off for a short revision and to bed.

PLS STAY TUNE TO UPCOMING TUESDAY POST. HAHAHAHA

-

2011-08-06T03:55:00.000+08:00

Sorry for some smaller pictures. Click to enlarge if you-want.

16 July (Sat)- Art

Met up with Cindy to help her out with her schoolwork. Outcome not too bad right? & I sacrifies on those Sat tv programmes and helped her all th way till 5am Sunday. If this was to be my own assignment, I am sure my motivation level wont be this high ._.

27 July (Wed)- Dinner over @ Haji Lane

We went shopping and I eyed on a beige backpack (not sch bag type) then this girl below dont allow me to waste money. Th next day I went there again, th bag was sold. I was like W#*W^E^@&SFS! }:

I like th picture on this bottom right, nose seems so sharp! HAHA x

30 July (Sat)- Universal Studios Singapore

8 of them went with me,

I remembered vividly tht clique asked me to go Escape themepark before but I dont dare to play all those high elements, thrilling rides etc so we have never went there as a whole. HOWEVER I still cant believe tht I went USS and th first ride was 360 degree roller coaster. They dont give in, straight away give me this. All I heard was, June dont be afraid, keep calling my name but I heard none at tht period.

Thank you clique for knowing tht I am afraid and giving me th center seats always, I feel so damn protected.

I must say this blue roller coaster was scary however th feeling was damn great. I feel, sometimes we need to come out from our comfy zones and experience something new. I gave my heart an exercise and Lynette bb said her heart was injured. LOL!

So while th another half went to bowl in th evening, 4 of us went back to USS after lunch at Vivocity.

Night time, lesser ppl so we get to play 'more' and queue 'less'. Oh we went for th MUMMY ride thrice!

Like Shrek 4D show, like a massage chair only.

After USS, meet back with guys and soon, hsh.

So this guy (below) dared me to smash a piece of cake on his face. All I can say is he dared wrong person HAHA. He moved away somehow, or else it will be more. HEHEHEHE

Hope everyone enjoyed themselves tht day!

3 August (Wed)- Movie at Amk

Catched Twisted with bi and his friends. No comments bcos I have never dare to watch ghost movies.

SCARE SI WO. Thank you bi, ily. Pls get well soon, you want honey lemon water let me know k hehehe.

4 August (Thurs)- Gym

Recently have been visiting th gym at least once every week, really hope this continue..

5 August (Fri)- Tuition & revision at mac

I am already slowly getting used to th morning tuition travelling all th way to Little India.

Back home in th noon, and went out in th evening to revise alone at mac.

When I was heading out, I saw my dog hiding inside my mum's blanket, cuddling like some soft toy.

Done with my nails, ^^v All brand new, blue best.

Aunt Cera was texting me tht she is planning a trip to Taiwan on January. I was thinking if I should go..

Omgzxzxzx something troubling me.

P.s: Meeting Lynette tmr 12pm at Yck station and now it's going to be 4am.

I dont want to be late again pleaseeeeeee.

Mum forced me to go dinner with her later, oh man.

1) Going to miss Sat tv programmes again!

2) Boring.

3) No matter how much you nag, still, die die must go.

Off to bed, nights love.

2011-07-28T23:03:00.000+08:00

Tiring day~ Just came back from gym & swimming. FINALLY WENT FOR BOTH IN A DAY, feeling so great! Off to do maths & watch down with love already hehe.

Tuition tmr morning yet hw still undone. Always last min, hate it, hate myself for this.

2011-07-28T02:02:00.002+08:00

I need to cultivate this habit of waking up early, cannot be sleeping all th way till noon. Don't know if it's possible for me, let me try. This is bcos I realized my day spent is so short, usually only from noon 3pm plus to midnight. This isn't th life I ever wanted. :(

Recently have been doing a lot of shoppings and still never ending. After this month, I must be a hardworkinggirl93 & mug real hard. Yup actions are louder than words so till I do so then. I've got so much to blog REALLY, shall do everything at one go on 31st THIS MONTH (with pictures) Hehehehehehe

Update

2011-07-24T23:22:00.004+08:00

First time using phone to blog due to some technical problems. I was so tired recently, feeling so busy but this isn't bad. So much mathematics formulas to remember, so much questions to practice. To add on, I need to take time to read up humans too. Several times took those books out, flipped through it see those topics and placed on th table and soon back to th shelves again. Seriously no determination omg

Anyway I cleaned my room 2 days back. Now it is so neat & tidy and makes me feel like staying at home and revise. Ytd slept at 5.30am in th morning, helped Cindy with her schoolwork (Art) I want to blog my masterpiece but couldnt do it so now }:

Okay I am planning to do maths later but I am so tired now.
Feeling like a zombie, all I want is to lie on bed. Xoxo

I Raspberry you.

2011-07-21T00:14:00.001+08:00

2011-07-20T23:55:00.000+08:00

It was terrible last night, should be in th middle of th night almost reaching morning. I cant sleep, flipping here and there till 5am, awful feeling hatez it. Nevertheless I managed to fall asleep however received calls & texts as early as 10 am plus. Put my phone to silent, but I cant ignore th vibration coming in.. Ended up waking up preparing to study outdoor with Lynette bb.

2011-07-18T23:17:00.000+08:00

Mentally tired.

Thinking there is so less time left I almost feel like giving up.

This is life, it's just a part of it.

A busy day tmr. (as planned)

Tuition> Listening compre> Post office> Jogging> Study.

Off to tv then to bed,

So sometimes I wonder why I am forever like this.

Special someone

2011-07-16T00:10:00.000+08:00

Random post.

Here to blog tht I love my bi very much.

So nice to have him here with me.

2011-07-15T23:57:00.000+08:00

Oral was very easy, waiting for listening compre on tue. So after chinese oral ytd, headed to hougang ave 8 for a hair-cut. Shorter in length and I dont really like it. But I like this, bought this BiOSys liquid to nourish my hair, feeling softer. It smell really nice and I hope th smell can last longerrrr hehe.

Photos for Huiming to grab here-

Tonight is so cold, so unusual.

Gonna make my tomorrow a busy & fruitful one.

Update soon!

2011-07-13T14:36:00.000+08:00

One day with just 24 hrs isnt enough!!

2011-07-12T23:11:00.002+08:00

Omg hello kitty masks!!! ^^

When th clock strikes 12, it's Angeline jie's bday, Aunt Cera's bday, Esther's bday &

MY BIRTHDAY! Hehe

I am not kidding, I mean CHINESE BDAY OMG SOUNDS RACIST.

This explains why I am confused when my mum forever telling me my chinese bday falls in june

thts why I am name after it but wait, it's alrdy july isnt it? Aiyo.

who cares anyway hehehe.

Mum bought ipad2 today, I seriously dk wht for since she alrdy have tab.

Dont care, kids shouldnt care so much HAHAHA.

Trying out th camera, chio only bcos it's big huge whatever you call it.

Oh yeah and recently I bought a casing for my phone, an unlucky case :(

Dont wish to elaborate arghhh. If you can see (above), it's in bronze, luv it.

It's a beautiful night, haha hoping to stay awake bcos I want to finish chinese by today no matter wht, I dont mind having dark circles just for A DAY, pls just let me stay awake till th middle of th night kkkkkk.

I'm not ready :(

I have th urge for a hair-cut, should I should I not.

should I should I not.

should I should I not?

should I should I not??

2011-07-07T23:36:00.003+08:00

Spent my day today w Bb to study @ Anchorvale mac.

But th truth is I cant really focus outdoor, I am one tht needs to lock in a room

and sometimes, only with soft music can helps me to learn.

Alright lets call it a day, update soon during weekend maybe?

Night night!

2011-07-04T23:32:00.000+08:00

I wanted to blog last night but my @!%^* laptop dont allow me to and I cant be bothered.

I NEED TO TAKE TIME & SPEND MONEY AGAIN TO REPAIR.

Here I am counting down to 10 more days for my mt oral in a place so unfamiliar.

I bought th Oral conversation topics book and practise reading to myself, all I can

say is my reading sucks, th accent definitely not right. Even my mum laughed at me zzz.

Cant be blame, I have not been doing anything regarding chinese lauguage for 2 yrs 7 mths? ._.

It's alrdy July~ I am just left with tht pathetic 3 months.

Summary

2011-06-28T02:34:00.001+08:00

4 days ago since I last updated, I shall do a short summary before turning in.

This few days spent with a lot of self reflections, a bit of playing mum's phone game, a lil of studying.

Reception Invitation

Firstly, I am so stressed over th costume to wear for th upcoming wedding reception this Sunday. This of cos isnt a normal chinese wedding, it's Farithul's eldest sis getting married and I was invited. I was being informed to wear Sari on tht day just to merge in as a group and suit everybody. I dont mind, as in all those photos might be memorable. (Yes I care super much for PHOTOS!) But I need to rent just for tht day and all those bling-bling jewels? Omgz

Bible

Secondly, I am super annoyed with those ladies outside Hougang Mall pulling ppl to do a survey.

Okay you wanted a survey, I had alrdy done it. Most of my questions ended up with "I dont know".

This is bcos I do not grow up in a Christian family how th hell you want me to know Christian religion?

I wanted to move in th mall, however was being stopped by one of th lady. She was an Eurasian, telling me how Father of god & Mother of god.... She wanted me to read up bible and trust it as she mentioned not all Chritians believe bible and it's sad. I was told to strongly believe we can get to heaven after death.

Okay best if heaven but do heaven exist?? If hell I also dont mind bcos all I left is spirit girl. Aiyo

Deaf? I must be kidding

Right I was scolded by family, friends tht I listened to blasting music hence getting some hearing problems.

I told them, "can you speak louder I cant hear you" or simply ignored them if I cant hear them :/ Opps

So polyclinics doesnt help, I went to hospital today. Hope it helps and get back thr in 2 weeks time again. My $ 'fly' super fast by consulting doc, buying medication. I wonder why spent $ in shopping wont feel th pain HAHA.

Priscilla

Although sometimes I can get very frustrated with her as she likes to touch my things and move them around, but she is always thr when I am down and help to brighten my day. If I was given a choice, I will still prefer alone at home, peace.

Bcos everyone takes different path to reach their happiness.

2011-06-24T02:59:00.000+08:00

Since you put everything into such difficult situation, crying over hurting than to know th reason why,

I give up, okay blame me. All I can say is you dk me well enough, but I dont need you to.

I think tht there are much more things in life to pursue, not just bout th important ones, love ones because eventually you need to stand on your own feet and depend on yourself, no one will be there.

I take time to speak to you bout it, I am not having nonsense but wait do you know or is it just another conversation?

I admit tht I dk how to CHERISH people, agreed tht I neglected you. Sorry

I hope you'll und. :'(

2011-06-24T02:02:00.000+08:00

This month, those who named JUNE should be their bday month,

I am wishing them but not me ._.

My name is

should be called

instead what.

whatever it is, time flies.

My previous post mentioned of getting iPhone 4 white, okay I got it in black now.

Thanks mum. ( I am not trying to be sarcastic)

Mum bought herself this,

Galaxy Tab. Enjoying life only.

2011-06-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

I'm lacking of sleep. Last night only slept for pathetic 4 hrs :(

Oh anyway should I get iPhone 4 white this week or as a b'day treat for myself next month??

I dont think I have th patience to wait for another 39 days? ._.

And if I got th phone, I will want to have Agnesb casing. Another 65$ flyyyyy~

Whatever it is, I am going to shop tmr. Finally. (Y)

LET ME SLEEP WELL TONIGHT. Shall update reaaaal soon promise2.

2011-06-19T23:59:00.001+08:00

I had a nightmare last night. A BAD ONE OMG :(

Fickle minded

2011-06-18T01:38:00.002+08:00

Here to update.

Firstly, hope this current blogsong will not irritates this reader of mines.

you-know-who-you're. ^^

Secondly, due to popular demand, I will post more of my childhood photos in th future. :/

Early in th morning received this text saying tht I looked cheerful & cute in th previous post pic.

Say until like my current life very solemn, sad & emo.

It has been a while since I went solo shopping and I want to go asap next week.

Meanwhile order lens online first. Let me try this ^^v

Hellzz I need to wake up so damn super early tmr to take a letter from doc if not
grandma, godpa etc will spam my phone and scold me alrdy :(
I can predict wht will happen tomorrow hehe.
LET ME WAKE UP ON TIME!

This month,

You may feel exhausted from daily activities, but do not despair.

You will realize that your thoughts are constantly elsewhere but stay

connected to the present. Having a positive attitude will help you to

remain grounded and get through difficult times.

Being impulsive brings you no where so..

let me breathe slowly and think tonight.

Memories.

2011-06-16T21:03:00.000+08:00

10 yrs back, Grandma and I.

2011-06-12T23:35:00.000+08:00

Omggg tuition so early at 9.30am tmr :(

Geraldine's family chalet.

2011-06-11T23:02:00.000+08:00

2011-06-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

June is so bored today.

Mum went out quite early with sis and leave me alone at home. Usually I will either go out myself, or with friends but not today. My mood today suck, so badly tht I couldnt even went to sleep. So I on & off th tv once twice thrice so many times, play phone games, flipped through chinese notes. Evening time I received Meinu's text of watching Insidious together, I am bored & I wanted to go badly but thn think twice I dont dare to watch ghost movies. I only watched ghost movies during ncc camp, being force to watch to 'show' you're daring. LOL. Still remember went to watch 127 hr with lcm ended up most of th time I closed my eyes, only tht scary part over thn she will tell me. CHOPPING OFF A HAND only I also dont dare watch alrdy. So in th end I never go anywhere :(

I AM GOING TO MAKE MY EVERYDAY MEANINGFULLLL.

bcos

LIFE IS SHORT??

2011-06-05T00:50:00.002+08:00

2011-06-03T23:18:00.001+08:00

I am currently packing my study table, ready to fight tomorrow onwards HAHA.

I dont want history to repeat. CHINESE MATHS HUMANITIES here I come.

I always have this question in mind ever since my brain starts to work.

So can anyone tell me

w h a t i s l i f e ?

2011-06-02T17:39:00.000+08:00

Finally trimmed my hair, front & back. ^^v

I-hope-I-do-not-look-like-some-china-girls.

Month of me ^^v

2011-06-01T02:52:00.000+08:00

This is not my phone, not my dp, not my hand.

So many things to update here and fb, shall do it later after my sleep.

Nights all! ♥

Be-right-back!

2011-05-21T17:19:00.003+08:00

I dk why I received many sad texts just bcos I am flying tmr. Saw someone blog talking till so emo.

HAHA wht happen?? Be right back in 8 days, very fast oneeeee ._.

Life is short. Treasure & cherish.

Aunt came to fetch me to Tan Tock Seng hospital today to visit Kent. Really hope he can recover asap. God bless! Came back in an hr time and pack my luggage. Headed to Sengkang to meet up with Bi and his brothers & went to Punggol Marina. Lastly, had supper @ Jalan Kayu w clique. A busy day indeed and I am very tired now.

Bi, thanks for bringing me to th zoo tht day. Time spent with you seems to pass real fast. Get yourself occupied these 8 days, yeah I know you will miss me? HAHA. I think I found th one my heart loves, ily.

See you on th ninth day!

Chewming, how can you miss me so much till you thought I went overseas on thursday and called me? Seriously I am touched :) Thanks for this hk chain. Loves! Glad tht you've enjoyed poly life so much, happy for you!

Bb thanks for gathering clique for supper. Shall see you real soon? Dont always fb only, sleep early if possible.

Qian, nothing will happen this 8 days. If you're feeling down, pls find someone to talk to, I dont want you to keep it to yourself. Lets survive these 8 days w/o each other haha sounds like les~ Tc & must attend sch!

I blogged till 6am so feel bliss k haha. Alright see everyone on th 30th!

Lots of ♥, June thy.

Mum gave me a hug before I leave, can I know why th feeling so weird?? ><

HAHA cos long time hug one time. HEHE

2011-05-13T01:21:00.000+08:00

Long time since I saw this girl. My fault for not meeting so often, sorry. So met her ytd to town.

Sentosa with bb today, wah good-hair-day for me. Shanel yeo agrees too HAHA

Okay I want to lie on my bed now and watch tv. Tired~

I have one purpose for blogging today, to show my face. (Below) ^^v

Hehe nights love!